Pathetic.

I can't believe that I'm the sort that'll wait by the phone pantingly eager for it to ring.
For 3 bloody days I was THAT pathetic.

And no, it did not ring - at least not the one I was hoping for. Altho' there were quite a few calls from quite a few unexpected sources..

So I called. Every 10 minutes for an hour before I finally got through. And then I bawled.. eeeeyur. I'm disgusted with myself. So needy and pathetic. Doesn't square with my self image.