A difficult question

How do I tell you, what I want most is a child born of you and me, a child born when we could expect to have enough time to bring it up til it is independent? Would not knowing this create additional pressure on the act that already is so difficult and seemingly so fraught

feeding me should not be the only way to express your feelings for me

Working away from home

I'm sitting on a couch in a hotel room with the TV on for the noise and company. Eating takeout. This will go on for 2 more weeks for sure and most prob, in the best case I'll still spend 2 or 3 days a week away from home. How is this going to help build a family unit I don't know