Dreams that I forget

It's now 10 months to the day you died. The 300th day passed just a little while ago. I wonder if there is any significance...
With notable exceptions, mostly I've managed to so tire myself with work and such, that when my head hits the pillow it is lights out. I scarcely remember dreaming of you in this past year-except for that one time. This past week, I seem to remember pleading with someone not to leave, and waking with my pillow wet... Maybe that's you, but why don't I remember